Posted by Jason in Utah on Wednesday, December 18, 2002 at 9:47AM :
In Reply to: Simple comment on yards... posted by Eric B. on Tuesday, December 17, 2002 at 9:35PM :
sorry here too, I get a little worked up sometimes, (family disfunctions,if you get my drift) and feel like I have to defend myself. BTW I'll be the first one to admit I'm awnry, and for that i apologize,once again I think it's a defence thing(never let someone get too close) and its something I really struggle with. I think deep down I must feel like every time I let someone get close I get hurt. my fiancee's family doesn't understand that, but her mom is abusive, just like my father! Anyway, I'm not going on a pity trip(I can't afford it! JK)I just thought I'd explain why I am the way I amsometimes. Peace, Jason