Posted by Chris Lube Lublin on Sunday, March 09, 2003 at 10:46PM :
Tonight I did something that was very very hard to do. First off, with my income tax money, I was gonna buy a '92 Chevy 4X4 that needs lots of work done to it, fix it up, and drive the snot out of it. Well tonight I went and told the guy I was not gonna buy it. Then I called up my freind Larry and told him I am NOT gonna buy that '47 WDX at all.
You all may think I am sick or demented or just screwed up. Well I am not. I feel so much better now, than I have in ages! Here is why:
I had myself and my money being stretched too thin. I make decent money, BUT I am constantly broke. and my life? What life? My life has been a miserable hell for the last several months. I have become a slave to the things I thought I love the most. I thought trucks would bring contentment and happyness and joy, but they are just a stumbling block right now. I work every ounce of OT I can, and why? To pay for my TOYS, the toys that are just gonna set and rot because I have no time to mess with them and instead of enjoying them on the weekends, I have been working tons of OT just to pay for them! I am always preaching about living within your means, and here I go contradicting myself. I cant take it no more and something had to give... I have lived this long without a '47 WDX Power Wagon... and right now, at this point in my life, I will live much better without it. I know I will regret it, but its for the best. I need to get my daily driver paid off, and then start socking my money into my land to get it ready so I can live on it.
I do feel much better about life now.
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